Then comes the testing!
Helen spoke in her book about how hard it was to face the trials of being a ministry team in a church full of turmoil. People not getting along with other people, family problems for parishioners, and just the stress of day-to-day maintenance of shepherding God’s flock.
I want to tell you a little about a struggle of my own that is definitely a test of faith.
The past few months have been a very trying time in the lives of the Davis household. It has ended with a true test of our faith, and trust in God that He IS in control and He IS going to take care of us.
Last September we lost about twenty-eight hundred dollars out of our monthly income. We went from being employed and a well-adjusted family living in a country house enjoying the simple but necessary pleasures of life, to a part-time local pastors salary and wondering how the bills were going to get paid.
At this point, savings are tapped out, we have exhausted all of our options for help, and we have come to the realization that we can no longer afford to stay in our house or afford even the basic necessities.
We have lived three months in limbo, waiting for God’s plan to be revealed to us. Time has been spent trying to figure out God’s plan instead of allowing His plan to be revealed. Our trust in God has brought us to a place where we know we are not going to be able to stay in our house that we love so much. In the very near future we will be moving in with my mother, continuing to look for jobs, and being patient, waiting for God’s will to be revealed. Right now we are trusting in God to take care of us and provide our NEEDS. He has already done so beyond measure. When a bill has come due, He has provided the money to pay it. When we have needed something, He has provided it for us. Our family has lived this entire chapter in a nutshell.
Claiming our faith, putting our faith into action, facing opposition and doubt, and now finally entering the testing phase.
I can’t say I have doubted my faith, but I certainly have doubted how to use my faith. I have gone from lifting my hands and eyes towards heaven saying, “Here I am Lord,” to asking “Why is life so hard God?” I think of the passages in Job, chapters 38 and 39, (well worth the read when you are on a pity pot), when God basically asks Job “Who do you think you are questioning Me?” He doesn’t exactly answer any of Job’s questions. God was trying to show him that his questions were not the point. When in fact God was using Job’s ignorance of the order of God to reveal his ignorance to the essence of God. If Job did not understand the workings of God’s physical creation, how could he possibly understand God’s character? God was not trying to get Job to answer any of the questions He was asking, but instead He was trying to get Job to recognize and submit to God’s power and sovereignty. Only then could he hear what God was trying to say to him.
Thanks God for His insight from 1 Peter 1:3-9
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade—kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.”
Peters words offer joy and hope in times of trouble, and he bases his confidence on what God has done for us in Christ Jesus. We are called into a living hope of eternal life. Our hope is not only for the future; eternal life begins when we trust Christ and join God’s kingdom. No matter what trial we face on this earth, we know that it is not our final experience. Eventually we will live with Christ forever.
Is your faith being put to the test? REJOICE! It is God’s way of perfecting the faith that is in you. Your faith is more precious than gold. It is genuineness is tested and proved by fiery trials, just as fire is used to purify gold so that the end product is only the best. God allows our faith to be tested so that we can experience the contrast between our weaknesses and God’s infinite strength.
Don’t deny God the refining process in your life. It truly will be a “faith-stretching” exercise, and the results will be thrilling! So, thank God for the gift of faith that is being refined in you, and keep on s-t-r-e-t-c-h-i-n-g!
Excerpts in this study have been taken from the book “Spiritual Exercise” by Helen Krudop. They appear in italics.
